When I was young just about 5 - 7 yrs. old. It is very unusual for me to feel that someone or somebody is using magic against my enemies and for those who wishes and inflict harm on me literally or even perhaps being bullied by other people instant karma takes place afterwards. it's always like that since then until I reached first year high school and I got curious that when I reached this point the protection that I'm feeling vanished and then from that moment on I research a lot about my situation another sign which lead me to the mother goddess Hecate is in the form of torch and light. during my early young age I used to play with candles, liquid gas lamps. I even tried to make my own version of liquid gas lamp and I even tried making torches out from liquid gas Chalk and a bamboo sticks and every time I play during night time I lit them up like little torches on the path on our alley because it's very dark and dangerous there at night. Another one was the crossroads, During our home stay in Manila I didn't quite realize that our place is surrounded by different alley intersections which is also connected to the goddess Hecate. another thing about me is that I'm so close, compassionate and sincere for the old ones. I remember at the sidewalk church in Sta.Cruz, Manila there is a dead old lady covered with news paper and a lit candle for her no one did helped or even called the funeral for her, I felt so overwhelmed and then upset. I really don't like seeing old lady begs for a little amount of money, a coin maybe or perhaps left over foods, my heart is breaking every time I see such scenario.
The manifestations of the night wandering goddess manifested when I was in 2nd year high school. I was curious and got more interested in Witchcraft and my inspiration is the popular TV hit series CHARMED which somehow helped to understand what the world of wicca is like. Everyday is like CHARMED for me battling my very own demons in life, all the heartaches, depression, anxiousness and the bitterness makes me who I am now today until I met my still on going coven SUBROSANEMETOS of the southern Philippines and started to practice Wicca seriously and with dedication and then I met the Goddess Venus / Aphrodite. The goddess of love was became the symbol of my very frustrations during puberty until my adolescent stage and it's like a black sucking hole of emptiness which waiting to be filled until the goddess Venus changed and transformed me into what and really am as in the real me. My dedication to the goddess of love transformed me and that cold heart was melted by the warmth of that love and beauty until now I'm still dedicating myself to the goddess of love but I was drawn more to the goddess of all witches, the goddess Hecate
I first met mother goddess Hecate in a situation which justice is rarely given.
In times of unfairness she is a vengeful mother who gives instant karma for those who deserves it.
she has strong love, protection and care for children and protectress to women, old ones, witches, devotees, frogs, owls, animals, dogs
and many more. she has a tremendous temper and a very willful attitude, she is a good adviser, a helper, a mother, a friend and a guide.
she is a good listener too, Every bewitching hour I pray to her and thank for each moment of everyday, specific life situations in my life that she is always there beside you, that she will always there to guide and to help you, in dire times of danger and problems she would just make you feel calmed and undestructed, She will help you think a lot and amplify your intuition and goddess gifted instincts.
The first year of my dedication to her is so worth it I can move freely now knowing that the goddess is always there for me.
As my continuous devotion to her I did tried so many things to connect with her I did tried candle offering and then incense burning, offering foods that she like, I even tried following her festivities and even tried dedicating a lot of my wiccan stuff under her name and even my precious tools as well
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